Sometimes when I think about it, I’d feel guilty. But it’ll only be for a split second. Because things you attempted to do? I did.

At least he’d bother to answer you. Last year, no matter how many calls I gave or nonsensical not-in-the-right-mind texts I sent, nothing came back. 

It was at least 3 months of that.

It took me 8 months to get over the whole thing.

I had to go through a lot of it on my own because almost all my friends then had never been in a proper relationship.

I think I’ve been through enough shit for a 19 year old. But still, I’m thankful for all the lessons I had. Better now than later in the future, huh. 

It’s selfish, but that lesson (and the one I had beginning of this year) kinda warped my mind and now when it comes to people like you I’m just all like, suck it up. 

Unless it’s one of my friends. But since it’s not, whatever. 

Okay I’m not really that heartless, but at the end of the day, you deserve to be happy.